Working...

I totally not in the mood to do my work.
Having the bo chup attitude... I am not myself.

I am disappointed with my company and myself.
People who is leaving will be able to leave happily (majority, i guess)
But those who, stay behind are dying.
Dying of hope, overload and miserable pay.

My company is buying much lesser and still requesting for cost down.
The headcount had reduced but my work keep increasing.
The must stupid thing is that, my boss is asking us to do purchasing policy, when we our buying quantity is lesser than before. No more engineers to look onto our policies and Jp HQ is taking control of all parts and price. Who will be my audience? To my one and only boss...
Working in Japanese firms mean, they will suck till you dry up.

I the past, I feel that I am not good enough for this company. But now it is the other way round.
I am not 过河拆桥, not because my study is about to end then I will say such thing but I am in pain. The pain of doing all the unnecessary work, playing politics with other department and seeing all the injustices.

Why some people is going home on time daily while my boss keep complaining that 'Since you can go home on time means, you have more capacity to work'. Do you stay late in the office just for the sake of not to go home early?? Does that means that everybody need to stay back late to accompany him? Even I don't need to rush home and finish my assignment that does not means that I have to work late. Company do not pay me overtime or any form of transportation fees... For the pass few years, I am so stupid to contribute so much for the company.

Production line stop, who cares... Why do I need to bear the responsibility, when I do not have all the necessary support from my own company. Buyer responsibility is to ensure smooth delivery from the start till it end. But, I also need to have resources, in order to do all this. Since 2007 till now, the same part, same unit but constantly having delivery problems. Complaint and complaint and endless of complaint to the factory, but in the end I still neeed to clear all this shit.

Why do I still work in the company??? Purely because of my colleagues, without them I should have leave this company N years ago.